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TRUTH



had lotsa fun with the ANCT people ystd.
city tour was really good. sing flyer to fullerton. ate at makansutra.
i forgot i cant chew, then i went to bite down a satay really hard.
hurts like fruck.

today is judgement day. i really was thinking to blog or not. but since i cant tell anyone at home, and i need to babble. its here for me only.
ohmygod. i feel like a horrible failure. im always like that, all talk no action. talk only. bullshit only. maybe i dint mug enough? but i did? its just not enough. its never enough. im lousy. i need to be a nerd. my parents will kill me. way too much activities, way too much entertainment. too much fun. fun has a price to pay. i hate the GPA system. it makes getting b3/b4 seems so bad but putting a ugly C there. its just me, cos i thought i can, but i really cant. overestimate myself. i need to think of an emergency plan to break the horrendous news to my parents. urghh. olivia is tha sucker to the max, i swear. -.-

everything's just happening this week.
i feel bad. im sorry i cant make it for the various meetups.

-edit, came back from dance.
dint talk much. moodless. but today was good. esp the choreos.
and the japanese people popped by!
then then, i think i saw the KA clan at dover mrt during break.
woah, they were like fleeting past so i dint shout out.

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